Dreaming of Sean.

Last night I went through a lot of old old blog enrties on my myspace blog.

The blogs start from 2006, when I was with Daniel. I blogged about him when we broke up, all heart broken and stuff. And talked about other guys I liked and had crushes on.

One of the guys I liked was a guy named Sean. We met online through other people. I had a crush on him but never told him. I wasn’t after a boyfriend. But I used to flirt with him a lot. And I may be wrong but I’m pretty sure he flirted with me too.

I loved talking to him online, he made me smile, and it was nothing more than innocent flirting. No complicated feelings getting in the way.

Then one day he got a girlfriend. And he just stopped talking to me. It sucked.

I wonder if his girlfriend wanted him to stop talking to me, or if he kinda new I liked him and just wanted to stop talking to me. I’ll never know. Maybe he just didn’t want to be my friend anymore, and it was just a coincidence that he got a girlfriend at the time. Maybe he got too busy. Who knows.

Anyway last night I fell asleep with all these memories going around my head. And I ended up dreaming of Sean. I can’t remember much, but we were together.

Maybe I should try and get in contact with him again…