Crazy For Trying And Crazy For Crying.

I now have an Ex Boyfriend.

I suck.

I can't do anything right.

Unless it's with God.

I couldn't handle it.

I hate Myself.

I'm Sorry.

Braking Hearts Has Never looked So Cool.

Greys Anatomy.

Wow, I'm obsessed with this show!

I would go insane if I missed an episode!

And, I can't believe she has to choose between

McDreamy

And

McVet

I think Finn is better looking than Derek

But it's not about looks.

I would hate to be in that situation,

I hate making decisions

Personally, I would choose George!

George is like, nice and, uhh, hot!

But that's just me.

Mum would choose McDreamy!

Who would you choose?

The Boyfriend.

I have a boyfriend, his name is Paul

It feels so weird saying that

for ten months it was

My boyfriend's name is

Daniel.

78

I was single for 78 days

Is 78 days enough to get over someone?

For a while, even while I was single

Daniel has been on my mind...

A lot.

Even in my dreams!

I can't escape him!

Is that bad?

I mean, I was with him for about ten months, I can't just forget that And I think I may have rushed into things with Paul.

I don't think I still have feelings for Daniel,

I mean, I don't want to.

But sometimes you just can't control how you feel.

I am over being heartbroken

But I'm not sure if my feelings for Daniel are gone...

So, I don't know if I should have a boyfriend!

I'm writing this knowing Paul can read it, but, I don;t know if I want him to know that.

Am I using him?

Am I taking everything I felt with Daniel and just using the feelings on him?

I'm fucking confused!

Song Of The Day.

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely.
I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue.
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted,
and someday, you'd leave me for somebody new.

Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wondering, what in the world should I do?
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you.
Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you.

I'm crazy for trying, crazy for crying, and I'm crazy for loving you.
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Three Guesses who I think about when I sing that.

Piercings.

You may have heard I pierced myself last week

I pierced my left ear, just underneath one of my other piercings.

It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would.

Infact, it hurt heaps less then normal piercings.

It's going well, I clean it and stuff, but it is still tender.

Jacqueline pierced her ear also.

Saves us alot of money.

Someone told me it was a stupid thing to do.

I would agree, but I did do alot of research,

I didn't just grab a needle and stick it through hoping for the best.

I used sewing needles!

first with a small one.

Then stretched the hole by putting bigger size needles through, until I could fit the sleeper in.

It only bled a tiny bit.

When Jacqueline did it, hers didn't bleed at all.

I may do some more in my ears, but I don't think I'd pierce myself anywhere else.

Ammy.

We found each other through the love of Simple Plan.

Talking to her I had always thought she was cool.

But now, I think she's F***ING AWESOME!

I don't understand why she hasn't got tons of guys after her!

Ammy is like perfect for me!

It's just, we're both straight!

So, yeah

Ammy owns my heart!

And I love her so much, so

Back off she's mine!

Nan's House

Mum wants me to stay there with her.

Which, is ok, I used to live there.

But, now, I'm used to having the Internet!

She doesn't have Austar [Foxtell, Pay TV]

She doesn't have any form of Gaming Console.

She has puppies and Kittens though!

So, I'm pretty much going to be totally bored there.

Pulse.

I'm not sure, but I got told Pulse starts this week!

YES!!

I have missed it so much.

I have so many ideas for things I can make.

I used to go with Daniel, and I didn't want to go alone, so Waffle said he will come with me

Which will be awesome

I have missed having a video camera!

I have missed editing videos!

I can't wait to see a video that some professional edited for me!

It's footage I recorded, but he edited it for me.

Should look good!

Plus I got interviewed for it

Which was so weird!

Especially seeing the interview!

I don't like the way I talk!

Pen Pal.

I have a Pen pal!

Kayleigh

Is her name.

She is awesome!

She lives in the USA

And, she's awesome,

Oh, but I already said that.

Well, This blog is pretty big, and I think that's pretty much all I have to say.

So, leave me comments!

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