"So What I'm Not Your Average Girl
I Don't Meet the Standards of this world"
Yep that's me.
I'm like an alien to this world
People treat me differently
Some can be extra nice
Some can be extra mean
Some people try to act different when I'm around
I'm not that different Am I?
I mean, who I am is all I've been
I know no other way of living.
I can't imagine not believing and following God
I don't follow him as much as I should anyway.
I have had people at my church tell me I seem perfect.
I'm not
I hardly ever pray
I hardly ever read the bible
Also, I can control my swearing
Also someone asked how I can stand not having sex
I made a promise to God that I wouldn't
Me wanting to keep that prmoise is stronger than any feelings for sex
Because, I have had many chanced to have sex
I'm saving it for marriage.
Anyway enough about me.
How are you?
You know when most people ask that, they don't really want to know how you are, its seems more of a way to say hello.
Sure some people may say it and actually want to know how you are feeling.
But do they really care?
Well, I do,
So tell me, how are you?
tell me in full detail how you are, I really liek to know what's going on in my friends lives.
And if you're reading this, then you must be my friend.
Do you want to know something about me?
I feel more comptitable in a crowd when i'm behind a video camera.
Actually, I just love being behind a camera.
I love taking photos, I love editing photos
I love making recording on a video camera, I love editing it all together, and making it your own, showing people your ponit of view.
I also, don't mind being in front of the camera.
Paul is coming to my house today, infact he should be here soon.
He said he will bring me chewing gum, I love chewing gum!
There was one person who said they never seen me without chewing gum in my mouth!
But they only seen me once a week.
My 16th birthday this year.
I never know what I want for presents, I hate it when people ask me.
But I also don't like getting presents I have no use for.
So, if you plan on getting me a birthday present, just get me money in a card!
I need money.
I want to save up for a digital video camera!
My parents want me to get a job...
I can hardly go up to a shop and buy stuff, what makes them think I want to work at one?
There's not much I can do anyway.
I went for a walk while at pauls house, and now my legs hurt!
I am so unfit! =[
Maybe I should walk more?
Well, i'm moving to gagebrook, I don't really want to walk around there!
I don't mind Glenorchy
Claremont is ok, but Yeah.
My ringtones on my phone are
Calls: Hitchin' A Ride- Green Day
SMS: Brain Stew- Green Day
I just realised I have a Green day theme going on.
Are my blogs interesting to read?
I wouldn't know, I know Ammy's are!
Hers are always so fun to read! ^_^
I have subscribed to her blog so I always know when she has written a new one!
Paul's not here yet.
When he gets here I will finish this blog, Unless I run out of things to say.
Oh, check out my videos, I posted one of Paul waving his arms, although, my ghey laugh is in it >.<
And the camrea made my laugh sound even ghey-er!
I think more of my friends should write blogs, I enjoy reading what's going on in their lives, and what they're thinking.
My black nail polish is wearing off =[
I hate having to put it on, I usually wait til its all off before I put it on again.
I had a dream last night, I can't quite remember it though, All I can remember is seeing Waffle in it =S
My mood is drained, I shouldn't feel drained, I had like 12 hours sleep last night, But I do.
I feel like I have no energy, when I should
People think I'm lazy
I mean sure I can be
But at stuff like school discos
I would hardly ever sit down!
I was always on the floor dancing!
Which would cause my legs to be cramped the next day xD
Ok, Paul just messaged me, he is like 5 minutes away!
Ok, he's here now
he bought tim tams!
I love tim tams! =]
Ok, well I said I would go when he gets here so Bye!
[Please comment if you read this]
Love Jessy xx
